How long has it been? I think most of my post the past year have started off with some version of that...I suck and I suck a lot.

I don’t know what’s going on with me, I love my blog and I love to read others but I can’t seem to get my groove back, help me Stella!!!!!!!!!

Lord.

Anyway, so I’m making a deal with myself to post everyday until December 31 ‘09, even if it’s a lame picture post you will hear from me...I know, you’re excited aren’t you?

So an update, everyone is good. JR has been able to take off 2 weeks this month to be be with me while I took vacation but being self-employed he will be paying for that for the next 2 months.
The Girl is good, working and looking to go back to Grad school in January.
Bebe...*sigh* I am sooooooooooo in love with that kid, I can’t even think about him without smiling and/or tearing up because he is just so amazing.
We spent the past week with him and it was awesome, saying bye to him after 7 days put me in a serious funk last night.
BabyG...we’ve only seen her once in a month’s time, she’s growing so fast and is such a cutie...Her home life has improved some, but now her mom is pregnant and due in May, BabyG is not even a year old yet...yeah.

One of my aunts is here from Canada and I’ve really enjoyed her, she’s an older shorter(imagine that!) version of me so we really give each other a hard time and we laugh a lot. She will leave next weekend and I hate to see her go.

Work...the shit hit the fan a few weeks ago, and I was the one who turned the switch on and made it spin but thankfully it got the ball (ha ha ha) rolling and everyone else got everything off their chest, it’s been a LOT more pleasant around here, we’re all glad we finally addressed the huge pink elephant in the room.
We’ll see if the changes are permanent, if not I’ve promised myself and JR that I will get the hell out of here.

I think that’s all for now, I had no idea I had so much to say today, I miss y’all...terribly!