I have the dreaded yearly appointment with the Dr. today, I canceled at the last minute last week because I just wasn’t up to it but I am forcing myself to go today, and at least I get to leave work early and maybe do some shopping afterward, I need a little something to look forward to after going through that hell.

It’s never as bad as I think it’s going to be, but still it’s just so icky.

4 cups of coffee in the last 2 hours and I’m still not fully awake. I need to talk to the Doc about my lack of sleep and the fact that I can never get enough, 12 hours is still not enough for me,something is up.

We had a huge storm last night and the tornado sirens went off for hours waking everyone except for me, I slept through the whole thing somehow, it’s a good thing we didn’t get hit or I would have woken up blocks from my house on a tree or something.

I’m kind VERY of sick of myself these days, I honestly feel like I can’t stand myself...so I’m sure I’m just a joy to live with. My husband is a saint.
I need to do something...make some changes...something. I just don’t know what it is and I hate feeling like every day is the same and blah blah blah.
Honestly my attitude sucks ass right now, I’m just a short step away from going Emo...kidding!

Aren’t you glad you came here to read this crap?? sorry.