I’m attempting a real post today and see if I can actually get something down without staring into space and giving up.

I guess I should start by explaining my absence from the blog world, wait...did anyone even notice? Ha!
It goes back to November when I lost interest in most things in my life, basically I went into what I now recognize was a deep depression.
I began just barely going through the motions, doing as little as I could get away with and spending a lot of time in bed. Work kept me busy for most of the day as we are busiest at the end of the year, I forced myself to get all the decorating and gift buying done early and called it a day.
Right around Christmas it all caught up with me and I had what we southerners call a “lil’ spell” followed by a “hissy fit” and me with no smelling salts to make it all better!
Long story short, I cried my eyeballs out for two days gave myself a pity party and told myself to snap the hell out of it already, well you know...more eloquently than that, but it worked and I felt like I was emerging out of a dark hole and it felt just...so Fetch! (had to lighten things up with a “Mean Girls” reference

The Holidays were great, it all went by so fast and now here I am back at work today. JR painted my office and I love it, the paint fumes are killing me but having a new fresh look is good, of course the bullshit is still rampant but I have a new inspiring place filled with family pictures and things I love to keep me centered, and by centered I mean it keeps me from going postal and cuttin’ a bitch!

NYE was pretty awesome, I got out of my comfort zone and let go of my fear of being on the road that night with a bunch of drunks, we went to JR’s brother’s house and had a great time, about 6 couples and 5 others came and I met a lot of great people, had the most fun I’ve had in a very long time...well in public… with the lights on...completely dressed...but I did wear a Tiara!