I’m feeling really out of sorts today, I can’t concentrate on anything and I’m not feeling like myself at all...my brain is foggy and I can’t focus.

I hate when JR and I have a “spat"… it just throws me into a funk, we don’t have them often but when we do it sucks. We don’t fight we just have disagreements like any other couple does, he usually wants to make up before I’m ready and he can let stuff go easily but me? no, I don’t get over stuff for a while and I just want to be left alone.
I get real quiet and need time to be pissy and sulk or whatever it may be.

It’s not the silent treatment, I just don’t like to talk to him when I’m mad or had my feelings hurt, I have a pretty sharp tongue and I don’t want to go there with him. I don’t want to say something in anger and regret it later.
I’ve never gone there with him because our relationship is different than any I’ve been in before, but I do feel the need to be defensive...old habits are hard to break.

Anyway...just had to vent...or something.