I am the worst blogger.
My life just seems so boring lately but I guess it’s better than having drama going on.

One thing that has been on my mind is my dad, he’s in good health and all of that but he has a birthday coming up and it just seems impossible to me that he is that particular number.
Dad always seemed larger than life to me, my protector from anything or anyone and the one person I can always count on, until I met JR my dad was the only person who could make me feel completely safe.
Having lost one parent already makes me feel even more vulnerable because I know IT can happen, does that make sense? the unthinkable happened already when I lost my mom, so I know, I really know about loss of that magnitude.
My dad has always been physically fit and strong but I see the changes time is making and it scares me, for the first time he seems...I don’t know how to describe it...frail maybe?

I love, respect and admire my dad so much, I wish everyone could have a father like him. I wish I could freeze time and never have to face life without him.

Sorry to be such a “downer” but I needed to get this off my chest.