I’m back at work today and feeling pretty good...not too terribly doped up
I’ve missed my blog and you all too of course!

I hope that I can get caught up on blog reading tonight, I’m SO ready to get back in the swing of things in every way.

Thanks for all your comments, emails etc.

At the ER they did X-rays and a CAT scan, nothing is broken. I was sent home with pain meds and muscle relaxers which have helped.
I’ve been in excruciating pain since Thursday. I went to my Doctor yesterday and he added an anti-inflammatory along with what the ER gave me.
Basically I just have to try to manage the pain, get some Physical Therapy and rest. I’m off work for a week, in the main time I’m going ape shit being stuck in the house...but it could have been SO much worse, I’m just thankful I’m O.K.

Thanks for checking on me, you all are just the best! Love ya! 

I’m still in a lot of pain and sometimes it gets to be too much, I’m hanging in here and trying to be a big girl.
We will know what happens with my car tomorrow morning, I haven’t thought about that much...I just want to feel better and get my life back.
I miss working, getting in my car and going anywhere, I miss everything.
Being at home 24-7 is not fun, it actually sucks a lot.

I’m attempting a real post today and see if I can actually get something down without staring into space and giving up.

I guess I should start by explaining my absence from the blog world, wait...did anyone even notice? Ha!
It goes back to November when I lost interest in most things in my life, basically I went into what I now recognize was a deep depression.
I began just barely going through the motions, doing as little as I could get away with and spending a lot of time in bed. Work kept me busy for most of the day as we are busiest at the end of the year, I forced myself to get all the decorating and gift buying done early and called it a day.
Right around Christmas it all caught up with me and I had what we southerners call a “lil’ spell” followed by a “hissy fit” and me with no smelling salts to make it all better!
Long story short, I cried my eyeballs out for two days gave myself a pity party and told myself to snap the hell out of it already, well you know...more eloquently than that, but it worked and I felt like I was emerging out of a dark hole and it felt just...so Fetch! (had to lighten things up with a “Mean Girls” reference

The Holidays were great, it all went by so fast and now here I am back at work today. JR painted my office and I love it, the paint fumes are killing me but having a new fresh look is good, of course the bullshit is still rampant but I have a new inspiring place filled with family pictures and things I love to keep me centered, and by centered I mean it keeps me from going postal and cuttin’ a bitch!

NYE was pretty awesome, I got out of my comfort zone and let go of my fear of being on the road that night with a bunch of drunks, we went to JR’s brother’s house and had a great time, about 6 couples and 5 others came and I met a lot of great people, had the most fun I’ve had in a very long time...well in public… with the lights on...completely dressed...but I did wear a Tiara!

Today I was sitting on the front porch when JR got back from the store, as he got close to a huge pile of dog poop I’d spotted earlier I pointed it out so he wouldn’t step on it, what he said had me rolling off the rocking chair!

“Damn baby...did anyone see you??”

Happy New Year!

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