Sometimes I can’t help but be immature, I want to stomp my feet and yell “It’s not fair!!!”

Because life can be unfair sometimes, as much as I try to be positive and grateful for all I have...some losses are just too much to take.

My daughter is in love, he is the most wonderful young man who loves her and cherishes her, the man I knew would come one day, and as happy as I am for both of them as the relationship progresses, and the possibility of marriage becomes real...I can’t help but feel an immensely painful ache in my heart.
My mom, the most loving grandmother won’t be here to share any of this with me and my daughter, and I would give anything to be able to have her with us.
The Girl was so close to her grandmother, they had the best relationship and I know that’s a blessing...but yeah, it’s just not fair.

A good friend who lost her husband at a very young age told me “You don’t get over it...you just get used to it”

I saw something this morning that made me think of my girl’s special day, and a way to keep mom even closer to us, I’m going to do this for her bouquet:

I’m coming out of blog retirement to regale you with 2 things.

The first is, I am absolutely, positively, undeniably, shamelessly addicted to Pinterest. If you are not on it, you better get ON it and now!

The second thing is:
I miss the REAL Two And A Half Men, the one with Charlie Sheen, and I don’t give a damn how crazy he may or may not be in real life. I want him on the show because Charlie Harper and Jake made me laugh until I snorted and felt dizzy. I have not watched the “new” one because...ewww!

In my make-believe world Charlie is not dead, he has been kidnapped by Rose, and she has taken him to a deserted island where they are frolicking and he is finally falling for her...and then of course, they will return to Malibu to live happily ever after.
After Jake throws Ashton over the edge of a cliff...and then we will all live happily ever after.

Just like Tony and Carmela Soprano…

Don’t mess with my favorite shows bitches.

I’ve gotten hooked on Pinterest, and I made a board of Jacqueline Kennedy shots, I came across these 2 pictures that tugged at my heart, the way she is loking at them with love and admiration...breaks my heart.

I’ve always been glad that she wasn’t alive to have to go through losing JFKJr. She had enough losses in her lifetime, she was a tough cookie and had such poise and class.

Darling Smizzo : Monday and Tuesday I was away on business.
Darling Misty : I don’t explain, I just ignore them and make it a point to not talk to “those” people. Seriously? have they lived under a rock?

Anyway, if you follow me on Twitter you already know that I pulled a good one today, I wore my dress inside out---I didn’t notice it until I’d been at work for over an hour.
Yeah…

I have not had time to go to the hairstylist, so I had to resort to coloring my hair last night, one of the gloves tore without me noticing and I now have a black finger and black fingernail to match.
Yeah…

I can’t wait to see how I finish out the week tomorrow.

This was my hotel room in Little Rock, the place was just like the Inn on Newhart without Larry and his brother Darryl and his other brother Darryl. Wish I’d gotten pics of the lobby and dining room, It was just like the TV show.

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I always keep my Bees close, no matter how far away they are:) I have these in my office, they make me happy just like My Friglet, Misty and Smizzo baby.

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Hey, there was a cool breeze blowing last night, I almost cried with joy!

JR and I went to hang out with another couple last night, the husband got a new smoker and proceeded to prepare every type of meat imaginable. yum!
It was a carnivore’s paradise so I was one happy girl, he made pork loin, ribs, chicken, sausage and brisket. Thankfully their families are going over there today, so they can polish off all the leftovers, good grief!
The wife made great Margaritas too, but my favorite drink was one I brought, JR and I stopped on the way to get some fruit for dessert and I picked up a little bottle of Pomegranate-Mango juice which caught my eye at the register, I love all things Pomegranate, I added ice and Vanilla Vodka, hello! so good!

We were outside by the pool all night, talking and laughing...mosquitoes be damned, it felt too good to go inside.

Today we’re taking it easy, going to my office to re-arrange furniture and finish getting me moved in, then going out for Chinese, our last hurrah...because tomorrow...we have got to get back on our “Not a diet/healthy eating/exercising” wagon hardcore.